Being A Secret Adorer

I think it was like one hour ago i had this sort of random topic with a guy about "How far we adore someone who doesn't know us" like..... Gimana ya tentang ngefans sama orang tapi yang bukan artis gitu loh, a kind of adore like ya adore gitu.
It was kinda tickles my mind like some parts of my brain actually all of sudden popped up a name, and its follows..... Like face, glasses, tanned skin, (seriously this isn't a same person of what you're thinking people BECAUSE I KNOW YOU DO THINK ABT THIS EXACT PERSON) lol okay, i had a crush on him since like 9 grade of jhs lolololololol i swear, i never had a direct contact but we met like three times and i'm not really sure he knows me or not. Its a long story to tell and i'm afraid i just can tell you only until this part :p
Hehehehehe so the guy who i talked with about the topic, sebut saja si A (remains mystery aja ya hahaha sok2 misteri :p) said, kira-kira begini ;

"Gue lagi ngefans gitu dah Ra sama orang"

"Yaudah kejar lah, emang sejauh apa?"

"Jauh deh banget. Aneh ya gue"

"Ya enggak aneh sih, namanya forever crush gitu istilahnya"

(Tapi si A tetep kekeuh kalo dia aneh) (emang dasar aneh sih) (hahahaha peace)

Ya kalo menurut gue it is not a weird thing. People you may go adoring someone as much as you can! It's basically a happy thing. Yakan? Pernah gak sih kaya kagum sama orang terus kayak senyum-senyum sendiri, senyum-senyum sendiri at the foolness of him/her, senyum-senyum sendiri at how cute or how talented or maybe how sexy he/she is (poin terakhir berarti lo senyum-senyum porno namanya sih...) whatever lah the point is the person who is adored by you is the smile machine for you.

And then by adoring somone means you have something to do, enggak jomblo-jomblo amat gitu.. (YA WALAUPUN somehow bisa dibilang jomblo banget sih) tapi your heart is filled. Like nothing to worry gitu. Dan di era modernisasi binti globalisasi ini lo pasti udah ngga asing banget sama istilah 'stalking' or indonesian says 'stalkerin' -_______- ya udah do the background check! Twitternya kek, facebooknya kek, tuh! Ayo yang kagum sama gue, gue stalkable kok klik-klik sendiri ya link yang gue kasih di blog ini (HAHA SAMPIZ)

Trus trus, kalo mengagumi orang, semangat lo akan terpompa karena pasti yang lo kagumin ini punya something at its best gitu ya contohnya you play basketball and then the girl/boy you adores so much is in to basketball like maybe she/he is better than you are gitu kan jadinya lo lebih semangat main basketnya, lebih sering ikut tanding biar dia menyadari kalo you're exist or you have something too. Tapi ya kalo misalnya she/he's training somewhere like training for an upcoming game ya jangan terlalu ekstrem sampe ngeliatin dari jauh gitu (HAHAHAHAHAHAHA sorry this is a true story tapi jangan dicontoh ya) yang ada ntar dikira freakie. Or maybe ekstrimnya bisa-bisa dikira stalker.

Nah yang diatas itu adalah kagum sama orang versi sehatnya, menurut gue sih.

Versi nggak sehatnya yang bisa menggolongkan itu menjadi hal yang aneh adalah, you cried for her/him. Sebenernya nggak masuk kategori aneh sih, kayak lebih pindah kategori jadi suka. (Yes yes its different!) tapi ya aneh juga nggak sih baru kagum kok udah nangis-nangis? Hehehehe. Kalo nggak setuju ya let me know ya (kaya ada yang baca aja -_-)
...........Sebenernya versi nggak sehat dari kagum ya itu doang sih? For instance, the person you adores tiba-tiba taken (dang!!!!!!) yaudah kalo emang kagum normal, all you do is maybe sighing not even shed any tears. Kalo udah sampe nangis-nangis gitu ya berarti porsinya udah suka. Or maybe she/he suddenly passed away (i hope this isnt going to be happened to yours tho) gitu ya sedih sih pasti lah ya but hoyyyy you don't really know them so...............
Ya tapi emang emosi orang beda-beda sih hehehe. Gue disini cuma berpendapat.

Oh ya about the person who popped up in my mind, here's a pic of him :p

(sorry ya w ambil-ambil putu punya u, and i do hope no one recognizes him here HIHI)



Well, sekian dulu ya sok-sok jadi pakar mengagumi orangnya HAHAHA. Actually i'm in the middle of my task tapi gara-gara si A jadi nggak ngerjain lagi kan. Iya sampe detik ini hhhhhhh. Btw, semangat ya, A! *terkikik*
Dan semangat juga para secret adorer* dimanapun kamu-kamu berada! ;)

*Karena 'Secret Admirer' terlalu mainstream! Adios! Hasta La Vista!

Ara.